It feels good not speaking to you, not having you call me. For iam the one who left you after everything you put me thru. You kept coming back to me, putting me in the position where I can never move on. Have I forgot about you? No. You still come across my mind. But the here and the now, I’m proud to say I’m not the one who’s tried to reach out and speak with you. This is what we needed. The space to grow apart. Ill always look at you as a special person in my life, but I can’t let you be in it till we grow more and more apart. Cause its what’s needed to get over such traumatic events you’ve put me thru in my life. Maybe some day we can restart, some day down the line we’re so far apart that’ll it’ll take talking to you, getting used to again. Space is what’s needed. Someday I hope you can come back. And every thing can restart and be better once were older. But for the here, and the now. Distance and space is what needs to stay happening..